Aneiers

I have been reflecting a lot recently on the last year and didn’t think any of this was possible. Rehab.. Getting sober it never seemed like an option. I thought I would die a drug addict and that there was no way out. Today, I realize that drugs and alcohol were never the problem.. They were a temporary solution to my miserable and lonely existence. The problem was my emptiness that longing for something to fix me. My solution today is to surrender, accept, love and to be of service. My life is so incredibly full today I didn’t know this even existed prior to sobriety. Remembering that peace begins with me so I must continue to do the work, to grow and evolve because there is no end to this race it is a life long journey. Xo lex